I feel so alone, and so empty inside. I don’t really know if I am alive. All my emotions are so messed up, as my feelings are slowly draining out of me… but by realizing how far this has gone…tears won’t stop. Is there really no turning back? Can things return to the days it once was before? How can I refill this gap?
Posted in Music Related, Random Rambling by Aethereal on November 18th, 2009| No Comments »
I am standing here alone
In the coldness of the night.
All alone, yearning for your warm embrace.
Cold and isolated, watching those who smile
With joy through their warm embrace.
Staring into the night sky,
my mind and heart wanders to your side.
Wishing to be under one sky,
together under one moon,
holding hands with warm embrace.
-Aethereal
November 15, 2009
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How can it be that every time
I’ve lost myself and I’ve gone out of line
You’re there
And why is it that when I’m such a wreck
I look at the life that I want to forget
You remind me I’m okay
You make me feel alive
You make me feel like I
Have something to believe in
Something that feels right
When I need a hand
You give me something to believe in
I’m purified
I’m Purified
How can you tell when I’m on the edge
My heart’s unrefined and about to give in
You see right through my flaws
And how do you know when nothing is clear
The right things to say so I can heal
And face another day
I hope you never go away
You make me feel alive
You make me feel like I
Have something to believe in
Something that feels right
When I need a hand
You give me something to believe in
I’m purified
I’m Purified
The first ray of light after the storm
When all my limits return to norm
So many pieces, now just one
I feel like life has just begun
You make me feel alive
You make me feel like I
Have something to believe in
Something that feels right
When I need a hand
You give me something to believe in
I’m purified
I’m Purified
Posted in Music Related, Random Rambling by Aethereal on October 23rd, 2009| No Comments »
Dun dun dunnnn! Yesterday, I went with a group of friends to see Paranomal Activity. I don’t know why I did, but the hangout was fun. The movie itself was okay, the ending freaked me out though. From middle to end my stomach felt funny as if I was going to throw up, but the movie wasn’t gruesome or anything. Just plain freaky and it makes you jump up, but the things in the movie were “expected things.” Well of course, except the ending and that face! D:! *HIDES*
Katie~ Its okay! Its just a movie! *hugs* Rocky, thank you for driving me. =D
Posted in Random Rambling by Aethereal on October 23rd, 2009| 1 Comment »
Time comes and goes,
Serparating me and you.
I came to realize how much it hurts me to know,
Every part of you that I do not know.
Your smile, your laughter,
Your pain, your sorrow,
A part of you that is unknown.
Oh how much I envy those who know.
Envying them, blaming myself
For the things I do not know.
The things you do,
The things you like,
The things you hate,
Another part of you that is unknown.
It hurts me to know,
Every part of you that I do not know.
-Aethereal
October 23, 2009
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I should get a text plan for my cell phone…it seems so much more convenient to text than call. It seems to allow more connection with people too. I hate how I want to say something to someone but I don’t want to call since I don’t know what that person is doing…
Posted in Random Rambling by Aethereal on October 22nd, 2009| No Comments »